my secret

i never thought i would be into this kinda thing but here it is. i started dating a younger woman and we got pretty serious quick. she was really into the idea of me being her daddy, like giving her rules and stuff. at first i thought it was just for fun but as time went on i found myself getting more into it too. we did some roleplaying where i would act strict and give her tasks to do around the house and make sure she followed them. it felt weird but also kinda hot. one night after a few drinks, things got pretty explicit. i started talking about how she needed to listen to me and follow my rules, even for stuff in bed. it was consensual but still made me feel like i crossed some line of being the strict daddy type. can't believe im admitting this but its eating at me.