Little Play at Work Isn't So Little Anymore

I work in a retail store and have started to notice an odd pattern. Whenever I'm having a particularly stressful day or feeling overwhelmed by my responsibilities, I find myself craving some sort of little space where I can be taken care of for once. It's not just the idea of being cared for; there's this weird sense of relief that comes when someone else takes control and makes decisions for me. Lately, these feelings have been stronger than ever, and they've begun to affect my personal life too. I started experimenting with DDLG dynamics outside work with a partner who understands the dynamic I'm drawn towards. It’s surprising how much easier it is to tackle real-world problems when you feel like someone else has got your back and supports you. But then again, there's always this nagging question, am I just fooling myself? Is this a healthy way to cope with stress, or am I avoiding my responsibilities somehow? What do others think about this kind of escapism?