Admitting to Myself

I've only recently admitted that I enjoy the dynamic of a DDLG relationship. It started as a roleplay with an online partner who initiated it, and I found myself surprisingly comfortable with being disciplined in a loving way. The scenes involve verbal corrections and playful punishments, nothing too harsh or physical. While I've never pursued this outside of consensual virtual sessions due to some lingering self-doubt, experiencing it has given me a clearer understanding of my desires. It's strange how something that seemed so out of character became such a profound discovery.