A Moment of Weakness

I recently got divorced and started exploring DDLG as a way to heal. I'm trying to understand why this dynamic appeals so much to me, but the practical realities sometimes clash with my ideals. One day, I was supposed to pick up groceries for us but ended up playing video games instead. When she called to check on me, I admitted it without lying. But the guilt of not fulfilling that simple duty still lingered, and I couldn't shake off the feeling of disappointing her as a Daddy should never do. It felt like a small betrayal in an already fragile dynamic we're trying to build. That day taught me something important about myself, my commitment to this role and our relationship is stronger than my desire for distractions.