My Secret with Daddy

I've been struggling to admit something I never thought possible, I'm in love with the idea of a DDLG relationship. It started innocently enough, just some light play and role-playing between my partner and me. He’s taken on the Daddy role while I find comfort in being his little boy, someone he can take care of and discipline when needed. There's this rush of excitement every time we meet up to spend time together. I get so much joy from his gentle guidance and support. But lately, it feels like things have gotten a bit too intense for me. The level of emotional intimacy is overwhelming, and the fear of judgment makes me wonder if there’s something fundamentally wrong with what I'm experiencing. Should I be worried about my mental health? Is this healthy or just another phase I'll outgrow? How do I know when it's time to stop or embrace it more deeply?