a weird secret i finally admitted to myself

so yeah im this bartender and i recently realized i have a thing for ddlg stuff but its kinda funny cus like everyone at the bar thinks i’m all grown up and mature but deep down i guess i got some daddy issues or something. last week i even imagined my boss as like my dad figure giving me chores and stuff... it was weird because he’s so chill and not into that at all but somehow my brain went there. im wondering if i should tell him, or if its just better to keep this kinda fantasy in my head cuz honestly the idea of having a real scene with someone scares me even though part of me wants it so much. maybe ill talk to a friend who’s more open about kinks first before going too far. lol