i broke a tiny rule today

today at work i was feeling so bored and my mind started to wander. i thought about the new dynamic that’s been developing between me and mr. x, even though we just admitted it to each other last week. it’s like this whole world of excitement opened up inside me when he told me he wanted to explore a bit more authoritative role with me. but then i got called into my boss's office unexpectedly. i was supposed to finish this report first and i knew how much mr. x would disapprove of me being late or messing up, so there’s this little voice in my head saying ‘be responsible’...but i couldn’t help myself, i rushed out without completing it. i felt such a rush but also naughty like a kid caught with their hand in the cookie jar. when i got home i was so nervous mr. x would find out and punish me for being irresponsible...