A Secret Escape with My Little Boyfriend

Last weekend, I finally gave in to the temptation that's been growing between us for months. We found a quiet cabin by a lake, far away from prying eyes and responsibilities. He always called me Mommy and played the role of my little boy during our time together. The way he looks at me, with such pure adoration and trust... it was overwhelming. I wanted to be his safe place, his world where he didn't have to grow up or face reality for a moment. We spent days cuddling in pajamas, playing board games like we were kids again, but there was so much more to our time together. The intimacy that comes from such a deep emotional connection felt sacred and profound. But now I'm starting to worry, I know this isn't normal behavior for people my age. What do you think? Is it just another phase, or could this be something more meaningful in the long run?