just stuff

so i'm this college student and yeah it's weird because like i can be a little and then switch up and take care of my partner in the same day. we've been doing this for ages but man, today was nuts. started out as our caregiver day, had to do chores, teach them stuff and all that... felt so grown up managing everything. later though it's like i flip on a dime and become this little brat, acting all childish and needing attention. weird how one minute you're the adult in charge and then next thing you know your partner is giving you a bath because you threw a tantrum over not getting ice cream. we laugh about these role changes all the time but man today it felt extra funny. i mean, what other couple talks like this or does stuff like this? guess i should feel lucky to have someone who gets me this well. oh and yeah one more thing, had some friends over last night and they were like “wow you really know how to switch gears” and everyone was laughing cause it's true but also kind of awkward. still trying to figure out how much of this lifestyle to share with others outside our little group. so many mixed feelings about it all honestly.