Newbie Struggles

I'm thirty-five and just started this journey two months ago. It's been a rollercoaster of emotions. I found myself feeling vulnerable and scared, yet exhilarated by the control and submission scenes with my partner. We're learning together, exploring what works and what doesn't. Every session leaves me questioning everything but also excited for more. This is hard to put into words, especially when it's so private and intense. Trying to make sense of it all, I guess.