so i kinda went rogue for a day

okay so here's what happened. me and my little are really into the whole mommy/little thing but we always keep it within certain boundaries you know, nothing too crazy or over the top. but last week we had this idea to try something new. we were watching some videos on youtube of other couples trying out strict discipline stuff, spanking and that kind of thing. i mean, we're adults and everything is consensual but it was just a thought experiment at first. so we start talking about it more in text messages back and forth and before you know it i get this little rush from the whole idea, like maybe we could push some boundaries a bit. i'm still the mommy of course but my mind starts getting into all kinds of fantasies about spanking him and punishing him for being naughty. he's pretty submissive too when we play so this is just adding fuel to the fire. then it happens. we're out running errands one day and it turns out to be a really stressful afternoon, lots of waiting in lines and frustration building up. at some point i look over at him and all that pent-up frustration bubbles right back into my mind - maybe this would be the perfect time for a little punishment session to clear our heads? before we know it we're heading home from an errant stop at the park where he didn't listen about not playing in the fountain. and i do it. after getting home and him being all sulky, i put him over my lap like i've seen in those videos and give him a spanking right there on the living room floor. yeah it's totally consensual but still so unexpected for both of us - me being this strict mommy and taking charge while he's just there to receive the discipline. the funny thing is, once it starts happening it feels really good and freeing, in this weird way. i'm not sure what this all means or if we'll do more like this but man did that one time turn my whole day around.