In My Twenties Now...

I never expected to find myself drawn to this kind of thing. I'm in my mid-twenties, married to a wonderful man who's currently deployed overseas. Lately, I've been exploring some DDLG dynamics with other adults online, just for fun and a bit of excitement during his absence. It wasn't something I thought would resonate until one night, after another long day of taking care of everything on my own, I stumbled upon this community. Now, there's a part of me that feels so alive... like someone who finally found what they've been missing all along. It's not about any lack in our real-life relationship; we have an incredibly strong connection and understanding. But sometimes, as a military spouse, you find yourself craving something different, something to break the monotony and give you that rush of emotion or power play. So here I am... wondering what others think? Are there other adult women like me out there who discovered this late in their journey? How do they balance it with their real-life responsibilities and relationships? Curious to hear from anyone else in similar shoes.