Missed Moments...

Sometimes, it feels like the only way to connect with my husband is through our DDLG dynamic. We've been together for years now, but lately, I find myself longing for something more... intimate and real. He's so busy with work and other commitments that we rarely talk about anything beyond our kink activities. Last night, after a particularly intense session where he played the Daddy role and I was his little girl, I wanted to ask him if it ever felt like we were just going through the motions. But as always, the words got stuck in my throat... As Mommy, I'm supposed to be nurturing and caring for him, but instead of feeling close, I feel even more distant from who he really is. It's hard to keep up this facade when deep down, all I want is a simple conversation about our future together. Maybe it’s just me being too needy, or maybe there's something missing that neither of us can admit out loud...