Lost My Way

I think I'm just feeling really lost these days. Ended up single after six years of marriage last month and it's like... everything feels new and wrong. Met this older man at a cafe recently, he kind of took me under his wing for the day, showed me around town, gave me advice on how to find my footing again. It was nice, made me feel taken care of in a way I haven't felt since before my marriage. But then today I found this place online and started reading about DDLG and it's like everything from that day came rushing back, his hands on my shoulders guiding me through the city, him telling me what to order for lunch... It feels weird, but also nice. Like I could use a bit of that guidance again. I've been thinking maybe I should look into DDLG more seriously. Just having someone else take charge once in a while might be good right now. But at the same time, it's all so new to me and scary. Anyway, I think that's kind of why I'm here, just exploring my thoughts and seeing where they lead. Not sure what comes next or if anything does.