another day another spank

so yeah i been playing this mom thing for a bit now its kinda silly honestly like why wouldnt anyone just want to be the kid lol but im digressing here anyways it started when i was like real serious about gender stuff and thinking back on all those years being read as one thing but knowing something different well you know how that goes or u dont if u havent been there so my therapist suggested this kinda roleplay idk maybe she thought it would help me reconnect with my childhood or whatever but its weird cus im like totally an adult now even if i still get these urges sometimes to just be taken care of u kno? anyways yeah so i started out as a mom and i picked some random stranger online we met in this kink chatroom and yea it wasnt exactly what i expected lol but oh well at least its consensual right and nobody gets hurt even if sometimes it feels like a lot on the bottom side of things after a while but whatever who am i to judge my own life anyways? so yeah thats kinda where im at rn still trying to figure out why this stuff appeals to me so much but hey what can i say its complicated