figuring out this kink stuff

so like i found this site and its been a thing ever since. not sure if anyone else does this but i mean it feels kinda fun? im in my 30s now but never really had something like this before. thought about it though, for sure. so yeah, its kind of new to me but i wanted to share what ive done. like one time i met up with someone older and we did a roleplay thing where they were the parent and i was... you know? felt weird at first but then kinda got into it. its hard to explain exactly what happened cause there's so many details that seem small now but meant something back then. anyway, wanted to write this down. feels good to share.