Confused by My Desires

This week at work has been utterly routine, and I found myself craving something different. Late last night, I indulged in a bit of age-play with my partner Sarah without labeling ourselves as 'Daddy' or 'Mommy.' She let me take care of her like she was younger, calling me Teacher instead. It felt surprisingly freeing to be the one making decisions and having control over playtime rules. We didn't go all-out; I simply pretended to boss her around a bit while we watched a movie, and it made me realize how much I enjoy being in charge and setting boundaries for fun scenarios. Still figuring out why this appeals so much, but it's definitely an intriguing kink.