...Just Realized Something About Myself...

So I was in the middle of reading this really intense DDLG story online when it hit me...I felt a connection to the dynamics described, like an electrical shock running through my veins...It's not something I've ever thought about before, but suddenly it all made sense...Why certain things turn me on so much more than others... The idea of submitting and being taken care of in such a profound way is both terrifying and exhilarating at the same time...I don't know how to process this newfound interest or if there are other people out there who feel the same way about DDLG dynamics like I do... So here's my question: Is it weird that I only just figured this out now? Am I the only one who has had a sudden realization like this later in life? Any advice on how to explore this new aspect of myself...?