Mommy's Secret Nighttime Adventures

I've been a nurse for over ten years now, and despite my professional demeanor, I have this wild side that only comes out at night. I'm in my thirties with two kids, so you'd think there wouldn't be room for much more than work and family. But ever since I discovered Daddy/kink, it's been a whole new world for me. My partner doesn't understand or approve of this part of me, but he isn't always around when the urge hits. When the kids are asleep, I dress up in old nightgowns and play out scenes that make me feel both taken care of and naughty at the same time. It's strange how something so simple as wearing a frilly robe can make me melt. The role-play feels like a secret life within my real one, something exciting to look forward to. I wonder if others keep these kinds of fantasies private too? Am I alone in this or are there others out there who feel the same way? It's comforting to know there might be someone else out there enjoying something as simple and taboo as a nurse-turned-Mommy playtime. Can anyone relate, or should I find other outlets for my desires?