Law Student's Secret Discovery

I never imagined I’d be writing about this now that I’m in my twenties and starting law school. But here it is, I’ve been experiencing a strange attraction towards age-play fantasies involving being treated as if I'm younger than I am, especially by someone older and wiser who acts like they’re guiding me through life’s complex rules. It's kind of scary, honestly, because the feeling is so intense and real when I think about it or dream about it. It started sneaking into my thoughts a few months ago after reading some online stories that spoke to me in ways I hadn't expected, there were moments where I wanted someone else to make decisions for me, to tell me what to do instead of always figuring things out on my own like a typical student would. The idea of being cared for and disciplined by an authority figure feels oddly liberating, but also brings up a lot of uncertainty about myself. Is this normal? Am I just seeking a sense of control in chaotic situations through fantasy, or is there something deeper at play here that I need to understand more fully? Do others out there feel the same way, and if so, how did they cope with these feelings without letting them overwhelm their daily lives?