Just Another Night in Kinkville...

So here I am, another night on the kink train, trying to figure out why it all started. It's not like I ever planned this, you know? Just some weird turns life took and before I knew it, bam! Full-on into a world of whips, chains, and more submissive nonsense than I'd ever thought possible. And don't get me wrong, I love every minute of it... but there are days when it feels like one big joke that everyone is in on except for me. Started with a simple blindfold during foreplay, ended up signing a safe word waiver after a particularly intense scene. I guess you could say things escalated pretty fast. No regrets though, or at least no real ones. Just sometimes the thought of it all gets to be too much and I need to write it out... Like tonight, here we are again. Him in his role as the master and me... well, trying not to screw everything up while feeling like a complete idiot for enjoying every second of it. But really, when you think about it, isn't that kind of the point? To escape into something else where things make sense, even if only temporarily. Anyway, I'm off to get some sleep before we do this all over again tomorrow... or should I say tonight since I'll be doing it at midnight. Yeah... midnight fetish scenes are a thing in case you hadn't noticed. ...