it was wild last night

so i went out and met up with this person i really wanted to get to know better. we ended up at my place and just kinda let go. it started slow, a few drinks, some light touching, then next thing i knew, the music was blasting and we were dancing super close. then things got kinda intense. he pulled me into this room, told me to sit on his lap, and it felt like time slowed down. every little touch, the way he whispered naughty things in my ear, made my heart race. i never thought i’d be so turned on by that. but then it went a step further. we ended up playing out this master/slave thing, with him being all dominant and me... well, you know. i let him tie me up, even though the idea kinda scared me at first, but his touch was gentle and he made sure to ask if i wanted it. which is weird because usually i’m in control, but this time felt different. now im sitting here thinking, did that really just happen? am i supposed to text him today or give myself a break? what does this all mean? it feels so wild, and kind of new for me, so anyone have any thoughts? is this something i should explore more or maybe try to forget? confused but kinda excited too.