New to This Stuff

So yeah, I've recently started exploring this whole DDLG thing, and honestly, it's been a bit surreal. I mean, here I am in my twenties, trying to figure out if being submissive is something I actually want to dive into deep as a trans man. It’s not like I expected my transition to come with a user manual or anything, but this... well, it just feels so different from everything else. Met someone online who's really into it all and they kinda pushed me over the edge to try some stuff out. We started off pretty mild, maybe because of both our inexperience?, but it quickly turned into something more intense than I anticipated. I mean, getting told exactly what to do and how to behave when you’re already questioning a lot about your identity is one thing; actually doing it is quite another. It felt... liberating, I guess, to not have to make every decision myself for once, but also really humbling in a way that’s kinda hard to describe without sounding like some sort of cliché confession blog post.