Confession from Law Student

So I've been thinking a lot about this lately. Like, I always knew there was something off, but it wasn't until last week when I met this guy online that I realized what it was. He's older, much older, in his forties, I think, and just the way he talked to me... It made me feel like a different person, if that makes sense. I ended up going over to his place yesterday, after talking on the phone for hours. We agreed beforehand it would be age-play, but when we got there, things escalated quickly. I didn't expect that much physical stuff right away, but here's what happened: he tied me up and then... well, you know. It was intense. He wasn't rough or anything like that, just firm, in control, the way it should be. And for once, I felt completely safe, even when everything else was spinning out of my own grasp. His hands were everywhere, on my body, and he told me exactly what to do, how to move. Then came the spanking. He didn't warn me first or anything, just went right into it. My ass is still sore today. It hurt, but that's part of why I liked it so much, because I knew it was consensual, and because he was there to take care of everything afterward. So yeah, this whole thing with age-play and all the physical aspects of it? Not something I ever thought would happen. But now that it has... Well, here we are.