a boring friday at work

just another day of spreadsheets and emails... my boss gave me a strict warning about not eating snacks in the office last week but i was so hungry today that i ended up sneaking some chips from my lunch. felt like such an immature thing to do, breaking the rule even though it's just something silly like food. guess i'm still figuring out where this dd/lg dynamic fits into my regular adult life without messing things up at work too... not sure how i'll explain the crumbs when she catches me. kind of proud of myself for admitting that i did it but also feeling pretty guilty about breaking a rule even if it's just about snacks and not more serious stuff like performance or deadlines. thinking this through makes me realize there are bigger lines to respect at work, ones that could actually impact my career if i cross them... still can't help the craving for something salty when i'm stressed though.