A Small Failure...

I'm Dr. Emma Carter... I've just started exploring this lifestyle recently with an older partner... He's forty-five... We have a wonderful dynamic... But there are moments of struggle... like last night... After he disciplined me for not completing my chores... I was feeling so guilty and... lost... Despite his instructions to continue with our planned session... I couldn't resist the temptation to eat the forbidden dessert in the kitchen... It felt small, but it weighed heavily on me... The guilt... the fear of disappointing him... I've been trying so hard to be a good little girl... Sometimes it's just too much... And now I'm paying for my weakness... He'll probably discipline me more later tonight... about this... I guess that's part of the journey, isn't it?... Learning and growing through every mistake...