a small slip

i was really down lately cuz of work and stuff but i know daddy expects me to follow the rules. it’s just so hard sometimes when i’m feeling blue and stressed out. anyways, last night after he went to bed, i couldn’t sleep. my tummy was grumbling and there wasn’t anything in the fridge that would help except for this bag of cookies he told me not to eat till we had guests over next week. i know it’s just a small thing but i broke his rule about them. i felt really bad afterwards and now i’m worried he’ll be disappointed with me. i hate disappointing daddy and feeling like i failed. i guess that’s why i feel sad all the time, cause i want to make him proud so much but my own self is so weak sometimes. it’s hard being an adult still learning how to take care of myself properly.