Just Realized This Kink Recently

So yeah, just found out I kinda dig this whole DDLG thing. Was hanging out with a couple friends the other night, one of them telling stories about his kinks and stuff, and it got me thinking. Never really thought much about it before but now that it's on my mind... Turns out being in control or playing the role of someone taking charge kinda turns me on. Had a few drinks to help with the awkwardness, though! Don't know why I'm only figuring this out now, probably just needed something different after all these years of the same old stuff. Not sure how I'll act on it yet but at least I've admitted it to myself.