Analyzing My Kinks

I've been working as a nurse in my 30s and always thought I was relatively normal until I stumbled upon the kink community. Initially, I felt quite uncomfortable with my desires for bondage, roleplay, and some more taboo things. Lately though, I’ve found myself increasingly attracted to situations where I’m tied up or subjected to a strict disciplinarian figure while at work, which is obviously unacceptable in reality. It’s this blend of control and surrender that really gets me going; the feeling of being utterly helpless yet also incredibly turned on by it. But here's what confuses me: why do these fantasies involving authority figures feel so compelling? Is there something wrong with desiring power dynamics like this? Should I try to find a safe, consensual way to explore them away from my professional life, or are they just unhealthy desires that should be suppressed? What advice would you give to someone in my situation?