Just Figuring It Out

I started experimenting with DDLG recently and it's been a bit overwhelming. Decided to take the plunge after months of curiosity and a lot of reading up on what I was getting into. Found someone online who seemed like they understood this world well, which made me feel less alone in my confusion but also more anxious about messing things up. Met him at a local cafe and he just looked so put together and confident while I felt like an amateur trying to keep up with the roleplay expectations. We talked a bit and then moved on to something more playful and intimate. Told me off for being naughty, made me sit in the corner as punishment, all of which was new territory but surprisingly arousing. I don't want anyone thinking this is anything but consensual fun between adults, I'm 34 and completely okay with what we're doing. But it's not easy to shake off the feeling that you're somehow stepping outside of mature boundaries or norms. Just trying my best to keep things in perspective and enjoy myself.