Coffee Break Confession

So here’s the deal, I’m a barista and also kinda into DDLG stuff. Yeah, I know it sounds weird when you read it out loud like that, but whatever. It’s just my way of expressing myself, right? Sometimes I get this intense urge to be super little in the mornings before work, and other times I find myself wanting to take care of someone else as a nurturing adult role. There are days where these feelings clash, which can make for some awkward mornings at home with me trying to figure out my outfit before heading into the cafe. It’s like my brain is always on this seesaw between two opposing sides. Am I alone in feeling torn between wanting to play different roles? Does anyone else struggle with balancing these desires without it affecting their daily routine too much?