My Artistic Side and My Daddy Role

I’ve been dating my submissive, let’s call him Sam, for about two years. We’re both in our mid-30s and have a pretty solid dynamic going on. I’m the Daddy figure, not just because of how I was raised or some crap like that, no way, but because it feels right and works well between us. He likes me to be in control during playtime and everything else outside the bedroom too. Thing is, Sam has this thing for my artistic side. Like, he loves when I draw comics and stuff. But here’s the weird part: lately, whenever I sit down to draw something mature or even slightly naughty with some of his characters as inspiration, you know, that sort of thing where he might like me to whip out a paddle instead of a pencil, my mind wanders. A lot. I find myself thinking about how it would look if I was actually the one in charge in real life, not just for play. Like, maybe telling him to clean his room or get back into line without all this make-believe. And now that’s starting to happen more often during our sessions too. It’s like there’s a blurred line between pretend and reality, you know? Sam isn’t exactly happy about it either, he doesn’t want the Daddy role outside of playtime. He says it’s not what we agreed on at all. I’m just here wondering if maybe there’s something wrong with me for wanting to take more control when things get heated in our relationship. Am I supposed to be okay thinking these thoughts, or am I really crossing some line? And how do I keep them from affecting the rest of my day-to-day life? So yeah, that’s what’s going on right now. Anyone else ever feel like this? Or is it just me?