secret thrill

i been havin this secret thing goin on with a student, just kink stuff over email and texts, never met up. its all very explicit, detailed, dirty stuff we both love but it feels so wrong and lonely sometimes. no one else knows, its gotta stay private or i could lose my job if anyone found out. feel kinda trapped in the good way but also scared of gettin caught. the thrill is intense but so is the fear.