..Artistic Desires..

I recently realized I have an intense fascination with being a submissive artist... painting only under the guidance of my Dominant partner... every stroke of the brush, every mix of colors, dictated by them... It's like my creativity flows best when there are boundaries and rules to push against... but it feels so raw and new... Am I just confused? Is this normal for someone who craves expression through art and control in their personal life? ...