drinking for daddy

i work at this bar and i always pretend to be so strong but honestly every night i feel more lost. tonight daddy took me out for drinks and it felt like the old days, you know? just us together without anyone else around. he told me i could drink whatever i wanted and i let myself have three or four shots cuz usually i dont do that kind of thing at work. i felt kinda safe with him but also super sad inside that we cant go back to how it was when im still his little girl forever. i miss those days so much, even if its not real anymore. what would you say or do in a situation like this? leave me some thoughts below.