...My First Time Exploring...

I've been working as a nurse for over ten years now. The job has its moments of stress, but mostly I'm just trying to help people in their time of need. Recently, though, something strange happened. A friend told me about this online community for mature adults exploring different dynamics and roles...and it intrigued me. Last weekend, I decided to take a leap into the unknown. My partner agreed to play along with my fantasies of being disciplined by him as if we were in an authoritarian medical facility setting. It was exhilarating yet terrifying at the same time. He acted like a stern authority figure while I followed orders obediently... It's not something I would do every day, but it certainly made me feel alive and out of my comfort zone. What are your thoughts? Have you ever tried something similar?