Just Another Night

So last night I finally gave in to this stupid kink I've been trying to ignore for months. We started off slow, some playful spanking and blindfolding, but it quickly escalated into full-on cuffs and an actual paddle. She had me on my knees with my ass bare, and let's just say the pain was exquisite in a way that made my entire body hum with electricity. When she finally released me, I was a sweaty mess on her bed, feeling both humiliated and gloriously submissive. It's like this weird, intense switch flipped inside of me, and now I'm not sure how to face myself without blushing.