figuring this all out

so yeah i just started doing this whole dd thing like a week ago and honestly its been kinda fun but also weird at first. my wife is in on it too which makes me feel like we r both a lil silly sometimes. anyway last night she told me to go to bed early cus i had work today but instead of sleeping i stayed up thinking about this stuff and now im typing it out cuz idk what else to do with all these thoughts lol. so i guess its kinda just for me, no one else really needs to see this or anything. anyway we did the whole bedtime story thing and yeah she was super bossy but in a good way - like i actually felt like i should listen and go to sleep early even though i wanted to stay up. funny how that works huh? oh and the spanking part... well it hurt just enough to make me remember who was in charge, which is kinda weird cuz im 45 lol but whatever, we both enjoy it so yeah. anyway thats about all for now i think. gona go get some sleep actually.